Your hand reaches for the microphone, you stand
alone upon a stage and begin your piece, practised, polished and perfected. The
audience waits expectantly to be entertained and educated, your words formed
and found from deep within the recesses of your mind. Experience coming
together with creativity and who is your audience? This fandom of thousands,
adoring the sound of your voice – and then you come back to reality; whilst
most of this is true the audience is an old lady, her dog and three of your
friends who have come along to support you, even though they started drinking
for breakfast and it’s now two in the afternoon. Welcome to the world of the
spoken word at festivals.
This year was my first experience of festivals having
taken up performing at open mic nights last year, I’d had one similar
experience at the Bardic Picnic in Northampton in August 2014, but this year I
embraced the local festival scene. I got to perform at the Green Meadow
Festival, the Bardic Picnic, the Umbrella Fair and Much Ado About Corby, as
well as going along to Woodfest in Irchester Country Park. Having spent the
last 15 months performing in pubs and clubs it was such a different experience
playing these open air gigs. Most were in tents of some sort although the Bardic
Picnic was on a makeshift stage in the open air.
Audience numbers varied massively as did the
conditions, although the weather remained balmy on every day I performed from
the beginning of July to the end of August. I prepared for every event in the
same way. I picked my set list, I practised in a spare bedroom, speaking aloud
and timing myself. I tried to educate, to inform, to amuse, to stimulate, but
this was where the real learning curve came in. In the peace of where I live
you don’t get the heavy back beat drumming of a band in the background or the
reggae rhythms coming across the air to jumble the spoken rhythms of your mind.
You don’t get the dogs outside the tent barking loudly as you try to softly
speak the words of love that you poured your heart into through the tips of
your fingers. As you look at the audience do they engage in your words or drift
off into their private thoughts or even carry on talking to their friend as if
you a Chinese musak in the background?
All of this is education to you, the performer, the
writer, the deliverer of words. When you return to the bars and clubs during
the winter the experience will make you better at your craft and you will take
with you those moments when you did reach the audience. When your passion
filled their hearts too, when your witty comment allowed them to laugh out
loud, when the applause rang in your ears or an audience member came and spoke
to after and told you how you had touched their spirit. It was a summer of
learning, a little bit of skin burning, and for now a yearning to become a true
talksmith.
Yours lovingly
Andy Gibney
@andygibneystwitter
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I wish I had the courage to read my words to an audience. Your festival experiences reminded me of teaching meditation at the Barefoot Festival last year in a hot tent where people closed their eyes and noddeed off, despite the boom-boom-boom coming from the nearby music tent. Good times!
ReplyDeleteIt's easy Julia, you just have to have faith in yourself and your words. The audiences are always lovely, even the barking dogs.
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